There are many things that cause me anxiety lately.. Here's just a general list of anxieties I need to get off my chest in order to feel 'normal'.
I'm anxious about this pregnancy and whether or not we'll have another child with a heart defect.
I'm anxious about this cramping I've been experiencing today -- although I'm sure it's just my uterus growing up out of my pelvis like it should.
I'm anxious about my new chiropractor wanting to see me 3 times a week for the next three weeks. I'm just not ready for that kind of commitment and am wondering if that's normal?
I'm anxious about our money situation -- we spent a lot more in California than I would have liked to.
I'm anxious about the laundry and dishes that sit untouched and my lack of desire to deal with that.
I'm anxious about my birthday. This birthday kicks off the final year in my 20's. (yeah, lame thing to be anxious about... I know)
I'm anxious about my doctors appointment next week and am crossing my fingers that Dr. Z finds a heartbeat. I'm hoping he'll do an ultrasound if we don't easily find the little bugger in there.
I'm anxious about pile of socks accumulated on two dressers that needs to be paired and put away. There's nothing like clutter in your bedroom to make you relaxed and ready to sleep each night.
I'm anxious about going off of a couple of my medications next week as we "officially" end the first trimester. I hope this little babe tolerates it well, and I hope I tolerate it well too.
That's about it for now. I'd love to get out of my house and do something fun -- but alas -- my husband is going to spend the evening playing video games online with his friends leaving me bored and anxious.
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I think there's something in the water this week. My entire household is anxious, too.
Sending out some prayers and positive thoughts for ya, Beth, so that the anxiety lessens a bit.
I guess it's been a little bit since I've checked your blog--didn't know you were pregnant!
yeah :) there's a bun in the oven! I just started telling the general public like.. well.. now :)
I've really only blogged about it since there's not many people that visit my blogsite. I've kept it quiet on myspace. I don't even think all my family knows yet either. :)
Yeah, a chiropractor I went to wanted me to come in 3 times a week for the first 4 weeks too. I thought it was crazy. I went a few times but it was too much for me. I think wanting to see someone that much scares them off more then anything. I don't think all chiropractors are like that though, but not sure.
oh yeah, and socks. I hate matching socks more then anything. It is my lest favorite thing to do.
I'll keep it hush hush! But it is wonderful news!
Sometimes it just helps to write all your anxieties down... and get them off your mind.
I have a messed up back, and I was going to physical therapy two times a week and a therapeutic massage (read torture with massage oil) once a week, so 3 times. I just got an adjustment today, and I can tell teh pressure has shifted and I could use another. Try it.?
re socks- my husband has to fold the socks and underwear laundry in order to watch futbol on the weekends. I don't know how he does it, but he can fold laundry without looking at it.
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