someone's missing..

We're going on our vacation soon.. My whole family will be there, minus my big brother, his wife and of course my little angel. Last year my big brother didn't get to go, and my middle brother couldn't either.. This year we have the majority will be there. My middle brother, his girlfriend, and their rambunctious 2 year old will be going with us bringing our number to 9 total going! But there's still someone missing. My parents will be there, 2 out of three brothers with girlfriends in tow, my nephew, and of course us. Charlie won't be there though.. and I know I'll walk along the beach as I did last year looking into the ocean with tears in my eyes.. missing my boy. I realized that even if my big brother and his wife were to make it.. someone would still be missing.. Charlie will always be missing...