Thursday, November 13, 2008

aching heart

I watched ER tonight. I cried and so did Corey. I don't know if anyone else caught it, but it just made my heart ache. It brought back traumatic memories of the night Charlie died.
The closer his birthday creeps, the more I catch myself becoming weepy and over-emotional.
I miss my boy and always will miss my boy.
My heart will always ache for him.

5 comments:

B's Mom said...

I was just getting on here to write about the same thing. It had the same effect on me also.

Jen said...

Gosh, I never watch ER, but I have heard so many people talk about last night's episode. I'm sort of glad I don't watch it because I don't think I could take any more this week.......

Big hugs for you & Corey, Beth.

Ya Chun said...

I don't think you should feel like you are 'over-emotional'. I also find that it is cyclical, just when I feel like I can make it for a bit without crying, it comes back again, then off again. I call it the DeadBabyLand Rollercoaster.
hugs

Christa said...

I didn't catch it. Of course it is going to bother you even more so with his birthday coming up.
(((hugs)))

CLC said...

I wisk I saw it!