I think God's been on vacation in the past few weeks and hasn't been checking his daily prayer requests. Last night was the first night in YEARS that I decided not to pray. I was so angry with God last night for the first time in I don't know how long. Even after Charlie passed away, I wasn't angry with God, just grateful that he gave us time with Charlie. Last night though was a different story. I yelled at him, asking him to "give me a BREAK".. I figured that he wasn't listening anyways, so what did it matter.
Is he taking an extended vacation, or choosing to ignore my prayers? Others have been praying for us too.. So what's the deal?
I haven't lost faith in Him, just my patience. I'm taking a break from prayers for a couple of days.. but it seems He isn't even listening in the first place.
God's Plan isn't always MY plan.
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