Tomorrow's the last day in March. I think I'm glad to be done with March. After March comes April, and in April, I will no longer be pregnant. I'll be waiting again. Waiting until it's time to try again. Waiting for pathology reports and blood test results. Possibly waiting to see a reproductive endocrinologist. Waiting for the procedure to end my much wanted pregnancy.
I sound so doom and gloom don't I?
Here's the forward part.. The part where I march forward!
In April I'll be waiting for the 3 people I have due to have their babies. Three lovely ladies who are ready to bring their beautiful babies into this world. Three birthdays and three happy endings. This is the part of April I will look forward to. This is the reason I remain in my profession. In April I will move forward with testing to see what exactly can be done to help me achieve my own beautiful baby. In April, I will begin packing for my much needed vacation.. gathering items needed for the long road leading to sunny skies, and the beautiful briny ocean.
I'm looking ahead, and beginning a forward march! Always moving forward, looking back on occasion, but trying not to get stuck in the mud that seems to surround me.
Marching forward to solid ground..
Sounds like a good plan to me.
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