My baby's growing! In the past week we've found a new pediatrician with a laid back personality. He's helped me to be confident in my abilities as a mama. I feel better since Kate's getting bigger. She's now 9 lbs, and has grown an inch since her birth. My new pediatrician told me to trust my baby, that she'll wake when she's hungry and that I don't have to wake her. Now that I'm not watching the clock, I feel more at ease. She really does wake up when she's hungry.. and wants food NOW! She's starting to be awake a little bit more and when she stares at me it's like she's looking into my soul. The first week was so hard for me. The hormones were horrendous, and I missed my Charlie more than I ever have. I didn't want to get attached to Kate because I was afraid that she'd be taken away from me too. She's still here.. and she's thriving.. and I'm in love. :)
The "not getting attached" thing didn't last long -- how could I not attach myself to her? She's gorgeous and she's mine.
I miss my boy -- having Kate makes me realize how many precious moments I missed out on with Charlie -- but every night I ask him to watch over his baby sister and be her guardian angel.
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That's wonderful news. If I get to the other side with this pregnancy, I imagine that I'll have similar feelings...figuring out how to balance missing my first son while rejoicing in my second son.
(sob) That's the most beautiful blog entry. We are SO happy for you guys!
So glad to hear you are getting some support now. Trust yourself and precious baby girl. Its gets better and better.
This is the best, best, best post ever. I'm so very happy to be reading this!!!
I still owe you some grub!
I am glad you found a new ped. It's great news all around. Just keep following your instincts!
The best advice I can give to any mom is to follow your gut. If you have a feeling, follow it and don't second guess yourself. Your instincts will never lead you wrong.
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