Last night DH and I were chatting about how we feel "stuck" right now. We'd love to sell our house and move back to our hometown where Charlie is buried, and where our final resting place will be next to him. Most of our close-knit family is in our hometown and now that we have a family of our own we want our children to grow up near them too. DH realized that we feel this way alot in the fall as we near Charlie's birthday and angel-date. He also told me that he hasn't "been right" since we lost Charlie and that he's sure he will never "feel right" again. He's broken.. I get that..
I want to feel right again.. I think moving home will help facilitate that for the both of us..
I pray each day we can find a way to move forward and end up where we want to be.
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